Meet Elliott.......

                                my husband as of six months ago. SURPRISE! It is enough to
                                probably make your heads spin. I know it was for me trying to
                                get my life back in order.
                                For the first time in a very long time I know that I am loved
                                because of this man. His heart is so wide open willing and ready
                                to connect with the world around him. He is always thinking of others
                                before himself in a way which never ceases to amaze me.
                                In his arms there is a fullness of joy and peace. There is no guessing,
                                no chaos, no confusion, no letting the sun go down in anger. My
                                being is at a steady with fluctuations that are expected in life with
                                him at my side. Elliott is as real as they come hiding no thing and
                                holding nothing back in love. He is true best friend in every since of
                               the word. I am blessed.
                               

Virus

Not only are viruses among us humans going around but also computers. I had to hook internet up to my age old computer. Apparently the newer one we have won't start due to a computer bug. We are hoping to get another tower this weekend. Fingers crossed....

Winds of Change

                         I just took a deep exhale. It is quite difficult to remember where I left off.
                         The best way to go about this is just to take it slow.


                         For the few of those who have kept up with my blog I had severe problems
                         in home life. I had come out to California for a clean start hoping that these
                         problems might present solutions. I only found myself back around again in what
                         had always been. Circles. My heart was already hanging on by a thread which
                         did break. Whether I failed me, the marriage I was in, God, and the list could go
                         on I opted for a divorce. So much pain and guilt came flooding in do to this
                         one thing but it was critical for my sanity. The reasons and difficulties from the
                        other half I could go on and on about. What good would that do? It is done. I
                        am here now. Each day after has been a rediscovering of myself in which was
                         lost. A little bit more happiness is found in the things I had become blinded to.
                        I am no longer a prisoner of misery. The most important of all is that I still have
                        my heavenly Father God and his everlasting love to see me through.       

Hello, I've Got Internet

That's right! Be seeing more of everyone real soon.......;)

Soon!

Hey there all, I am trying to decide which internet service is going to work for us
and our budget. Hopefully within the next couple of weeks I will be broastcasting
from home. Baby steps leads to the big stuff right.
Ta Ta for now....

All Moved In....

Boy oh boy, moving is work no matter how much or how little but we are finally in!
It is a lovely town home in a quiet part of town except for the traffic passing by but that's ok.
Soon I will have my internet up and running and running. There are loads of pictures and
and stories to share so be on the look out. Miss, miss, miss you all!!!

Getting Ready to Move...

POPPIN IN!
There are officially 30 days left to my lease and I am pretty much packed away with everything.
I have to see about getting everything set up again, up and running, and all that good stuff. Life
lately has been very intersting but still blessed by the grace of God to have the health of my children
and myself. I have had the chance now and then to create a little and would love to post pics but
can't promise anything at this time. Love you all and be blessed.